I was born in 1963-04-10. I started school at Thabisang Orlando West Lower Primary School. I went to Doctor Vilakazi High School. I did not finish or complete my studies because I got married at a young age. My life was very good and wonderful when I was young, even after I got married. I was happy with my family
I have two kids, I love them they are wonderful. Unfortunately my husband died after a long illness. It was very painful for me and my children, but now it is better, we are carrying on with our lives.
After one year my husband had died I met someone, I thought we will be fine together because his wife had died, but I was wrong.
He was abusive now I'm no longer with him.
I'm learning at adult school, I'm trying to do well but sometimes I can't concentrate. I forget what I was doing or when I'm reading, I don't remember what I was doing or when I'm reading, I don't remember what I was reading about.
My classmates thinks I am happy, but I am not happy at all. My life is so miserable now and I'm afraid of men.
My mother is trying to do everything I need. She loves me and my children very much. I think it is not fair because she is a pensioner. I must support her not her supporting me. That is why I'm trying to learn so I can get a job and help my mother.
It is to much for her. I am old enough to look after myself and my children.
I miss my husband very much. He was a good man, He did not like to tell lies, he was always truthful. Even if we had a big problem we sat down and solve it sweet and polite. That is why I loved him very much.
Sometimes I wish if it was possible to wake someone you love from the dead.
I would wake my husband up from the dead.
Name: Ntombikayise Mokoena
Date: 08 November 2006
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